Okay it's the second day of the holidays, it better than yesterday because yesterday i was restless and bored. i was basically plotting my own death. today my period came and im in pain. but thank god for pain killers. er...actually i think it just wore off cause the pain is coming back. i think i need to take the 3rd one. haha random thought i WANT A PET. a bunny or a chinchilla or a guinea pig. but preferably a bunny. then i'd call her SHELLY like the girl from house bunny.. haha so anyway for the past 2 days ive done nothing but play sorority sisters on facebook and yes, its boring but like i have anything better to do..i cant wait for my pay. haha but i promised myself i would try to make my pay LAST longer. or they could just pay me MORE but the chances of that happening is ZERO.

there's an inevitable gap and all i want is for it to disappear.

i miss you

im not feeling good, seriously.

btw
i love you too, kenny.=)